The Pain In My Heart Will Never Go. I don't know when you will ever understand. Why Do You even bother; Why I cry?; Why I die?; Why I cut?; Sorry? You just really don't mean it. You don't understand me. You will never know. How I Felt. How much I cried. You will never know. NEVER know. Love seriously hurts people. Please choose the person wisely if you want to LOVE. We fought today. And he scolded me like he never did before. But from this, I can see that this is what he thinks about me. This is what he always thought about me. I just hate LOVE. Don't waste your time thinking about ME, Sanjay. Whatever you do, I'm the one who gets all the scolding. You say that I don't understand you but the truth is, YOU don't understand ME. Boyy, You can never Love like the way I did. I have no idea, why I still love YOU?! But, I just still do. You LOVE me for pleasure. And NOTHING else! Your LOVE ain't true. I know that. I can feel that. YOU will never UNDERSTAND my LOVE for YOU!